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8:02 a.m. - 2004-05-11 So I will be honest. I haven�t updated because I�m tired, and because the worst thing for me is when words fail me. It feels like the truest of betrayals. I haven�t updated because I am on the tenuous ground of facing the sickness of yet another loved one, and I hadn�t dealt with the first one. We are flying down to see her and all I can think about is that first moment when I get off of the plane and see her, how it would seem wrong to cry, like taking away some of her hope, and how bad I am at not crying. And who wants to hear about that? I haven�t updated because sometimes I come to this job and wonder what I�m doing. And who wants to hear about that? And yes, part of this is still the raging PMS. When I am not morose and boring, I will share the story of Mothers Day. Because some people shouldn�t be mothers. I know a few of them. On a lighter note, before I leave: The Survivor finale was good television. Straight up. Go Lex. I don�t care what anyone says, Lex rules the earth.
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